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Tis the season to be jolly

2009-12-14T16:57:39Z

Well, this is the first time that christmas is so near yet i don't feel festive. i remember being so excited about christmas last year... Oh well, been really busy and tired with childaid these few days, i guess that is because i got the principles. Don't regret it though, they are all a really talented and nice bunch of people, well mostly. though they are so young, its unfair that some people are so blessed, but some people have to be the sucky ones so that they can shine yea?

been missing walk-in practices, ren bean says that i'm going to die for the girl dance, let's hope my carcass doesn't get strewn across the hall. School seems so distant, like a dream from somewhere. haha

oh oh and the cool part is that its going to be at resorts world in sentosa! yay and we get free passes, hopefully we get some time to go sight seeing or smth!

having all said though, there are some interesting characters that just have to be mentioned, to what extent can a person be narcissistic? well, cara, you are no longer considered to be one in comparison. AND i do not like rich exclusive little girls who act like they're all that but are actually pathetic. act your age man, you don't have to grow up so fast. makes me wonder if we were like that when we were younger. now i sound like a real old person, saying "remember the good old days"

The show must go on! (the opening song is seriously permanently stuck in head)

Serene

Go crazy.

2009-12-09T13:50:19Z

hurrah, i've finally finished one piece of work, one down, a gazillion more to go! but let me just bask in this awesome moment of joy for now

having a sneak peak of life at cck, strange to say, i still take a long time to travel to place, so singapore aint that small after all. haha

heard aerius had our first walk in prac today, we're going to be fantabulous! i don't care what others say, as long as we're in it, its great.

Chaperoning for the Childaid concert is pretty fun, now i'm glad to be in charge of the vocalists, they are all nice kids(most are kids) with scary talented voices. haven't seen all of the peeps but the group i've been hanging around have no divas at all, phew. at least i dont get bored listening to their item over and over again, until then, i stand by its going to be a smashing concert. though i don't think i need the pair of tickets, not like im performing or anything. babari-haha-saurus

Haven't went out with the fourckers in a while, except for SOMEONE, miss you guys!

Serene

What now

2009-11-29T14:45:07Z

One more month of pseudo holidays.

Two weeks more to pay day.

Time at home is crawling.

Feel like playing sims 3.

Tons of work left.

Gayle is MIA.

Feeling disconnected from society.

I want to shift back to Singapore!

Serene

Blogshops/ljshops

2009-11-25T14:51:36Z

I hate how even though there are so many different shops, they all sell the same things. They get their stuff from the same supplier. They post on all communities the same posts so no matter where you go you see their annoying post without anything you want to buy. I get irritated when they post multiple times on the same communities with the same post yet again. I get pissed when they even though they say its a specially manufactured by them, it still looks the same from others, also how they say something is inspired by some other high end brand and it turns out looking horrible. I dislike bad imaging quality and i loathe ugly designed posts with disgusting fonts.

Nel blu dipinto di blu, felice di stare lassu

2009-11-20T09:06:00Z

I freaking can't find the microsoft office 2007(OMG I JUST REALIZED THAT THERE IS MICROSOFT OFFICE ALREADY IN MY COM, thank you hp service centre!) and the bloody box for the vodafone! this sucks man. i've moved places so many times they just go missing and nobody on earth would know where it is. no idea which flat it might have been left at nor would i ever find out in which neatly packed and stashed away box it is in. HOW Let's just hope that i do not need microsoft office anymore. ha, yea right, like thats going to happen.

Just changed my layout! Miss going out with you guys, shall we go roller blading? haha

Serene

Without limits

2009-11-16T09:06:18Z

Just watched the movie without limits on hbo. i thought it would be a cheesy inspirational movie kind and stuff. but i liked it a lot. it was actually about this legendary runner called Steve Prefontaine. I think he's pretty awesome. Even though i don't run or anything, nor did he do some amazing charitable stuff, but a story of a talent like that and a life that ends so untimely and unfortunately always have some effect on peeps.

Practice today was not bad actually, there was a hint of what it used to be with the seniors.

why on earth is there a bruise on my foot! janice tortured me in my sleep!

Serene

This is it

2009-11-07T06:57:25Z

Only one more week or less to the official end of PW and the j1 year! i can't say whether i'm hyped up about it or worried that time is slipping away.

Just moved back to msia yesterday, had wonderful Msian hokkien noodles! unlike any ones found in Singapore. haha was talking about the future and such, i really hope i don't screw my life up or end up being just average. Maybe its because you are brought up to believe that you can achieve so much more but ending up average would just fall short of your potential. Oh well, i've decided to not let any opportunity slip past (except for the research part) , even though i've only got one more year and m studies might suffer, i'll just have to work doubly hard.

Got back my virus free laptop. Got back from the boarding school. :D

I have to say i did have a lot of fun and made a lot more new friends in my year in the boarding school and i don't regret it at all. the Castles can fly session and the formal dinner was alright. i'm glad i got to know all of you guys in the boarding school. So sorry that my poster was so misleading that all of the jh1s showed up for the aerius house session but at least it turned out okay. Perhaps i might even miss being in the hostel and waking up half an hour before i need to be in school.

If i could i would post the pictures from the castles and fly and formal dinner here but i do not have them so oh well.

I've decided that i would just do it my way and if people appreciate it or not or show up a not would not matter, as long as we know we are alright and we are having fun.

Here's to going all out.

Serene

Hell-oween

2009-11-01T14:48:17Z

I distinctively remember posting something early on this year about how i don't like finding out all the bad sides to people but only recently do i realise that you only really know you're that person's friend when you know all the bad sides to person and you still love them. i know it sounds a little cliche but i think its true. and i still love my friends even though i complain and know all their flaws.

the party at carol's place was pretty awesome, so sad that ashwyn suiping gayle christel and yun qing weren't there. we're a pretty cool bunch of people. haha. although there were a few who weren't feeling the best then, i think it still got on well.

happy birthday to Divij!

XY and KKY were pretty sporting and i sense that WQ is getting nicer too! haha . thanks to carol for letting us use her place and sorry we couldn't finish all the food she baked! went to qiu's place for sleepover with janice and wj, didn't really sleep the whole night and janice and wj were so cranky! poor qiu lin, i think i was a bit cranky too but it was so funny how they were complaining to qiu about everything and almost always had their eyebrows crossed in the frowning positions. haha

i think at one point we could even blame qiu for gravity! SORRY QIU. now we know sleepovers should never last until mornings with our bunch of people.

Made of Awesome

i love this picture of us

Serene

Confidence

2009-10-28T14:56:01Z

So i've been told today that i look like a seafood. a long clam to be exact. wow. thanks.

not to mention got back promotional examination results today as well, i find it doesn't affect you so much when you don't think about it. somehow it comes back to haunt you but time should heal everything.

Really hope things will fall into place and work out themselves, there's a chinese saying that goes with this. can't imagine why i still know it though. on that note, chinese doesn't seem so irksome after you stop having to write essays and finish comprehensions in it. i think i quite like the fact that i consider myself to be able to speak it (and people understand me)

thinking of learning a new language

there's just so much hanging on right now and so many things to think of your heart weighs a ton. its like the time of your life where you make or break it. it determines your whole future and there can be no mistakes. that's what scary, and the society isn't helping either. the crossroads where you have to decide on something twenty years later you look back on to regret or feel lucky for.

Am i a bad person if I secretly want to do better than others

or how i envy those who are born with more than you but not be content with what you have

how about when you feel someone doesn't deserve what they got

would you do something about it

or would you just live with it

make the best lemonade?

Serene

Together we cry

2009-10-27T11:55:30Z

the performance was so last minute, luckily we had the right song.

i... realised... that... i speak... really... slowly... in presentations....

WHY

OP sucks, heck the whole thing is ridiculous, including my dining etiquette course and formal dinner.

Serene

Joy

2009-10-20T11:13:17Z

Haven't been to cca in so long, i had almost forgotten how much i loved being among you guys! i definitely would try to have more outings with you guys! even you you blow me off time and again, i forgive you! haha

So, i was being 'REALLY OUTSPOKEN' as usual, according to someone, i realised how much my taste differed from the rest of them again but i am going to cheat, i'm gonna get my way! :D

anyways, i remembered why i loved guit, its not only because of the cca, but because of you guys, doesn't matter what the others do, as long as we're together, we'll have the time of our lives! maybe that explains why i was so happy just now

On to pushing daisies 2 but stuck here in the computer room guarding what seems to be like an unwanted treasure, i hope next year would be a swell of a year! i bet we're the best batch of students to hit nj yet!

Serene

I... just want to fly

2009-10-18T08:38:02Z

Haven't been posting for so long, all thanks to my wonderful virus filled laptop, now im bounded to only using the internet at night or in bytes. what kind of sad life is that... still trying to keep up with all the dramas i started watching in the weekends, gonna rent pushing daisies soon!

The weather is killing me, its so bloody warm. btw, halloween is coming! quite excited about the party, still dont have my costume out yet but that doesn't matter, just hope that it'll be a blast

Serene

Made of Awesome

2009-10-13T04:39:39Z

We don't have to be smart, we are just special.

Just for YOU (and you as well)

2009-09-22T12:33:20Z

Okay, i learnt today that baldie(and christel) visits my lj everyday, so here it is, a post just for you! haha wanted to change my layout cause you said mine was very old already(yay i think this one's nice too) but i can't find any nice ones at all and i'm afraid i've already wasted most of my studying time on it. Can't afford anymore time so i decided to change display picture instead and post something for you :)

One of my earlier dated pictures of you with the dancer aura.

resisted the urge to put a really unflattering one. but this one is alright, it says: I WILL POKE YOU

Serene

Put my hands up, play my song, the butterflies fly away

2009-09-20T09:45:48Z

I Hate studying. it annoys the hell out of me. even thinking of it or trying to study makes me irritable. seriously. there's not much use of it anyways. anyone watched 'are you smarter than a fifth grader' before? just proves that no ones ever remembers what we learn in school anyways, so what's the point. and the fact is the stuff they learn in usa can't be as hard as what we learn and people there already don't know the answer so why learn something so hard that we will never need again? this society's system sucks. maybe we shouldn't always aim for the best after all, being happy is important too right. should have stayed and studied in malaysia after all. then ill just lead a happy life unaware of what i am missing.

totally overspent, used my every single dollar in the bank. cant believe even if im poor i still go for expensive dinners and all, i really don't have any self control.

sure hope i do well for promos.

Serene

B's birthday

2009-09-08T14:56:26Z

paddle pop love.

focus on GWEN

shuyi had the metapod face!

Serene

Don't wake me up baby

2009-09-02T15:32:24Z

These are why i love my 04. I don't regret coming to njc and i don't think i ever will. I've enjoyed my time here so much and i wouldn't give it up for the world.

Picked these pictures up from fb, too bad i don't have the camera with me though.

can't believe suddenly people are telling me about how they think they need to lose weight when i think they obviously are skinny enough. i didn't think it would affect my social circle that much but i guess social pressures does has its effect on people no matter where you are and i just hope they know they are beautiful just the way they are. if it was a few years ago i bet they would have been the ideal proportion already. i don't see how people say the craze about being very skinny is going down.

congrats to the whole nj canoeing team, you guys so deserve it and if i were to quote someone, "for a split second i felt the school spirit" when the results of world champions were announced. good job guys, you've brought not just the title, but the school closer together. i don't want the time of my life to end anytime soon, but it seems like its slipping away so fast and i might have to start learning quantum physics soon. should just migrate to another country. wait up elmo!

Serene

I don't wanna be anything other than what i've been tryin' ta be lately

2009-08-21T12:50:13Z

So, i've decided i so should have a post that's on a lighter note, so yea. Colours award today, just now really, great to see them again and had quite a fun time. resonably. haha. had to represent mr toh for some unknown reason in the eleventh hour but i guess i went through with it. JENNINGS, I STILL DON'T HAVE THE PICTURES.

have been trying to dl this movie for the past few days but i can never get to the end of it! its like a horrible curse and i bet i've watched the starting of the movie about five times already. the movie is the proposal and ryan reynolds is hot. hahah think my language has become more crude now, should try to be refined. elmo should too :D

no more japan trip in the eoy!!!

that is the worst news i've heard, i tell you. luckily i had you guys at colours to feel better, the wahwah and quekquek thing on facebook is soo funny. hahhaa

hope that next friday would be fun, sushiiiiii, maybe the following one we'll have an outing? just a outing, no class in front cause we don't want to be bounded by the tradition of having only five people turn up. haha. and where's our class tee!! come on!

Serene

So one more time for old time's sake

2009-08-17T13:21:50Z

This is going to be a busy busy week and i'm tired already. its not even tuesday yet. die. not to mention i've got a gigantic bruise on my arm that scares everyone off. i guess it could be used as a conversatoin starter. haha. so while it takes days to heal, i'll just settle with entertaining everyone else with stories of being abused, school violence and/or poisoning or drug abuse.

fed up with the state my cca is in right now. can't they see they are pretty bad? ugh. no effort whatsoever. guess they do really well for studies. tried to knock some sense into some of them today and perhaps made them pissed. but i guess i am the vp and screw them, get lost if you can't stand me. pracs have been pretty boring so far, playing the same boring songs over and over again, that sometimes sounds like i'm the only one playing in my section. buck up people! i only mean the best for you guys but if you are going to continue like that, there's no telling what kind of bitch i'll turn into

as bigbuttbimboloser had said today, i think its getting too 'exciting' for us, there's just so much going on everyday, we can't just go to school thinking it'll just be a boring day anymore. :( i miss those blissful ip days where we didn't care about anything else and had fun everyday. guess you give and take

why oh why are my posts so boring now, maybe its saying something to me. haha, went for yuen wai's concert on friday night, realised that nj's performing arts ain't that bad actually. yay go nj. not to say that the choir was bad but it wasn't awesome and let's just leave it at that. interesting dancing in some parts though especially the 'wicked' number at the end. oh yea, and interesting emcee though, i guess you get something in place of your height, or lack of it. :)

i've got to be nicer.

Serene

riiight

2009-08-10T15:11:30Z

so, decided to forget all about the depressing stuff and just enjoy what i have now; my wonderful friends. :) who maybe goes off to mug at friend's house / mug maths / spout nonsense / hang with others. haha i still love you guys and hope you guys don't forget about me! and i haven't forgotten about elmo and my ccamates :D

now where are those farewell pictures?! ugh, too bad i didn't bring my camera if not they would so be here by now! just wait for it, i'll get them from jennings and WH.

ndc was er, so-so, nothing exciting or climatic, but i heard aerius won the ndc item. :) so we're not last anymore, hope we don't sink back, at least until i leave the school .

heard r cube was disastrous and then ren jean started spouting nonsense but i still had quite a nice day since i got royce chocolates!! :D and bought clothes. maybe i shal postpone that hair thingy

Serene

Food crazy

2009-08-01T15:42:29Z

I ate so much today i think i can just pop. had ribs at new york new york for lunch, ice cream from marvelous cream for desert, cookies and cream from gloria jean's for tea and cheese fondue from a swedish place i forgot for dinner. luckily i had my dear sister to pay part of it for me, unless i would have to starve the next week to make up for it. bought my mom sugar-free chocolates, hope she likes it. tt place is quite cool, CH.C.LATE research facility, but i tried the while chocolate and its not that great. though the wrapping is so interesting. oh and there's this place with solidified perfume, made with beeswax, so freaking cool, packaging looks dainty and smells great. too bad im just a poor student, if not i want them! trying out shopping online to see sinc i don't much time to go out.

grateful for my siblings and family.

worried about the farewell, and the future, crossing my fingers.

creamsherry @ 2009-07-28T22:24:00

2009-07-28T14:25:27Z

Einstein: "Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous"

New Beginning

2009-07-27T14:41:18Z

Okay, so from this term on, i think i've been pretty diligent and all, sure's better than what i had been for the last time. DIdn't do so well for cts, wake up call. working my way through new responsibilities and i hope i can the best out of them! Really excited for what's to come for them, especially the CCA. ~~Though i don't deny that i was disappointed at first but i think i'm over it now and i'm okay with it. for now. haha~~

she said it was because i didn't have the resources or sorts? i think she meant relations, and i'm supposed to be the people person, who said the people person can't be the head instead? haha anyways, i guess the way it turned out, i get less responsibilities and that might not be a bad thing. definitely pulled me back to ground, was floating above the rest for a bit.

Hope that the overseas trips and upcoming performances would be a blast, they sound so fun! and should be quite a lot of hardwork too but i'm sure it would be very fulfilling and worth it. Just hope that the people i wanted to work with work with me closly on them.

Happy 22nd birthday ge :) though you will always be eighteen and i thirteen. haha

Just want to enjoy every minute of it i have left.

Serene

Gwen's Birthday!

2009-07-20T13:08:23Z

Happy Birthday Gwen Yang!

So, there's my birthday shout out to gwen, baabaa. Hope the year ahead brings you much joy and helps you grow in all aspects. so sorry about your present, hope i have it by tomorrow! lacking behind on work a little now but tomorrow's a holiday so i should enjoy yea. I'm so excited for CCA to start but i think it will mean more responsibilities and i'm quite uncertain and i need all the help i can get.

Loved the cheesecake i took from home that my sis made, oreo, the only flavour my family seems to like. haha. wonder what next year's concert would be about, i had this brilliant idea of it being songs from musicals and movies, which would be quite entertaining. i think. and i did some designs for guit, okay i think i am currently going too far but anyways.

Did badly for my common tests, at least i didn't fail anything but i was kind of expecting more though i didn't study enough, guess my slacking but getting through days and loong gone. Hope that the group of us can be more than just CCAmates though, and go out some time? or maybe that's my wishful thinking..

Hopes for the best!
Serene

Weekend warriors

2009-07-11T16:46:20Z

I'm so happy that i made good use of my weekend this time, even though i didn't get to go home. Okay, so i overslept and stuff but i still went for the interview for pw and then went and met up with my primary school friends! boyen, yan nong, crystal and christine. the rest couldn't make it though it was nice to know that we still care about what's happening to each other.

meeting lyria tmw(yay) then going to find my sis to bother her for a while since i haven't seen her in a loong time. (:

haven't done much academically though, but i promised i was going to work hard this sem with shuyi. aarrrgh

no one wants to watch ice age with me cause im the only freaking person left who hasn't done so

too bad i didn't get to take some pictures and i haven't been talking to christel recently, forgive me, the internet sucks, i'll get the modem for my own internet soon i promise!

Serene